The Last You

It started on the second semester of 9th grade
when we move class upstairs i didn't know anything will change until the
Everything started out great normal usual
same old friends same old strategy
until i was being fad and started being really cheery and chatty towards him
at first it was a joke and people laughed (wellsome)
And then since i've been doing it a lot it started getting different
Lets just skip skip skip some part
cause then itd have to be a book.

Days weeks past
and then i went to school for some exercise video and then afterwards we went to pavillion
later at home you text me asking stuff and damn it was awsome talking to you
from that moment on i knew there was chemistry
At firsti thought hey don't be a fool he's a kid
and then it'd all changed cause you see he was such a chatter to me and even more
That brizzy feeling inside keeps coming up everytime im near or talking to him
So i finally declare to (some) friends that i like him

Weeks months past than my friend lets call her Clara told me that one of my closest friends like him
oh how Cliche and how ridicilous
how is that possible?I ignore that fact and kept moving forward one of the days in weeks we text each other
you kept the light glowing for months
and i was happy

Until more people knows
and the Jokes got uglier
the teasing became more and more

Everything Suddenly stops
i couldnt remember the day nor the date
but i remembered it was at night we were chatting and i thought you got mad at me for something that i said
but according to a certain someone you were mad because of other problems
Im confused yet i didnt want to let go
but hey things change
i started getting angry to you cause you see im not a toy
Im not to be kept on hold its not like that
Youre fooling around mixes with peoples advice
equals to STOP

I finally came to a decission
That it has to stop even if its going somewhere
Its somewhere far and the roads are long
The time that it take wont be worth it
Oh just Stop Bells just stop.

'You were the faith you kept me hoping and believing'
'You told me others wont know'
'You shocked others leads happines in me'
'You told me after all this it'll all be a new beginning''
'You decieve me cause you were to naive'
'You might be special but youre still a person and you can't act that way'
'At times i needed most you vanished and lightning that i didnt needed came in'
'Quick as A Panther he was but not what i needed'
'Sweet as cherry he was but not what i needed'
'And i wish hed just flow to the shore '
'Harsh?what you did was more'

So in the end Thankyou
Really for everything you gaveme that was very special
I cant describe and which people (friends) might not know
And sorry if i really did something wrong
Farewell

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