Friday, May 14, 2010

Tresspasser--> Guilt

                                         

In my mind system theres a Tresspasser called
Guilt , here it is
----------
All this time after the Exams
Through and Through
I felt this feeling
Which im not a Fan of
That kept running in my system
Obviously it was Guilt
Its better when you know why
You felt guilty
But its Annoying When You dont know why
WHY?
I ask that question everyday
Until Today
I did right things
I pray to God (sholat)
Im not a criminal
I dint hurt my friends in anyway
I apologize to them even
But this feeling still there
Not to count the Nervous thingy
It juggles in between
Nervous , tummys turning,and Guilt
I dont know how that 3 thing is stuck in there
I wan it out
I tried to have some fun
Still there
At times at night
I felt really scared
Maybe just Maybe
Im not ready to leave it all behind
After all this time i kept waiting till the day comes
When it finally is near
Im scared
Truth be told
I love everything here
All the suckish people
All the loving people
Crazy Adventure
Malaysia
Im not ready to leave all that
 Nothing else to do except hoping it will all come to an easy end , as day passed i have to make sure im leaving a happy mark here in KL with my friends and Him.


Thankyou for reading

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Friday, May 14, 2010

Tresspasser--> Guilt

                                         
In my mind system theres a Tresspasser called
Guilt , here it is
----------
All this time after the Exams
Through and Through
I felt this feeling
Which im not a Fan of
That kept running in my system
Obviously it was Guilt
Its better when you know why
You felt guilty
But its Annoying When You dont know why
WHY?
I ask that question everyday
Until Today
I did right things
I pray to God (sholat)
Im not a criminal
I dint hurt my friends in anyway
I apologize to them even
But this feeling still there
Not to count the Nervous thingy
It juggles in between
Nervous , tummys turning,and Guilt
I dont know how that 3 thing is stuck in there
I wan it out
I tried to have some fun
Still there
At times at night
I felt really scared
Maybe just Maybe
Im not ready to leave it all behind
After all this time i kept waiting till the day comes
When it finally is near
Im scared
Truth be told
I love everything here
All the suckish people
All the loving people
Crazy Adventure
Malaysia
Im not ready to leave all that
 Nothing else to do except hoping it will all come to an easy end , as day passed i have to make sure im leaving a happy mark here in KL with my friends and Him.


Thankyou for reading

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